Pearl Of The Stars....

Tonight's gonna be one of those nights where I just type and post without revision. I just wanna put my thoughts out on a screen to clear things up.  Now commencing random thoughts....

Wow...It's almost 11:00. Prom is a little more than 44 hours away.... I can't believe that. It seems that it was yesterday when Chris, Jake, Dalton, Jeffrey, and I were talking about starting a band and playing for prom. In actuality it's been since November. It came so quickly and Chris, Jake, and I are playing sooo soon. I'm sure they're both soo nervous.....But in reality we were ready to rock this world since the day we were born.

I've got something I have to add here. With Chris and Jake...we all share a special bond. Like a brotherhood, but stronger than just any fellowship between mere friends. We are a band.....that's more significant most relationships. We've grown soo much stronger in music with each other and much has been experienced between us three. We're not just bestfriends......I sate again.... We are a BAND. What does "band" mean? To me...it's an ongoing eternal relationship in mind, spirit, body, soul, and heart. We connect on a higher level than most can because we communicate with the most important language this universe knows......Music. God was definitely involved in our destinies to find each other....only he was aware of how our minds would connect in a musical sense and because of our connection he placed us in each other's lives as special blessings. I thank God each and every day for our brotherhood, friendship, (or most accurately) band.

Now on to something else......this life and the beings that inhabit this Earth have expectations from every individual.....but who sets the par of what's acceptable? And Why aren't the standards more critically dependent on morals and selflessness? I think there needs to be a check in this worlds priorities and the attitudes towards other. I just wish that more would love God and ALL of his creations. I think we could all live in great tranquility if we all learned to seek the beauty in all and applied discretion to all that is evil or unjust. I guess I do ask for tooo much, but I'll never quit dreaming of a more godly world. It may be a lost cause, but I shall never quit fighting.

....disappointment....     ....why does this happen so often. I really dislike finding something i enjoy and then having it taken from me. I hope so dearly for something that doesn't seem to exist but every opportunity i have to believe it exists.... i pursue and become disappointed. I search to hard. I notice.......The stars contrast to the black of the night sky and create a beautiful portrait. Sometimes I look for that kind of contrast to normal everday life. My hopes are set sooo high...but only because I believe, i don't deserve anything less.

...Happiness....  ....I neglect to mention how wonderful it is to have true happiness in your life. God is the only power that can allow happiness. He provides me with more joy than I believe I should have. If I have all this happiness....than what about everyone else? Wellll....maybe most don't have happiness....That's where I believe I play a significant role. In the opportune moment to bring happiness to someone else is to shine as a star of God into someone's heart. I find it more comforting than anything to know I bring happiness to this world. I will always act as a light of God when he allows for it. I see it as a duty....a duty that i love to carry out more than anything. As a faithful Christian and a follower of God..... it is my undying desire to bring peace, love, and happiness in God's name. And I shall....for i am determined to.

I've listened to this certain song allnight long and it inspired me to update my Facebook status earlier.......The lyrics state.... "I’d give you everything, If only I’d have known you’d take it; But you don’t, ‘cause you’re you, And that’s why I’ll always love you....My pearl of the stars." .............I just feel the beauty of each syllable flowing from the song. We are all loved. Especiall by God....His love is everlasting and to him we are alll "pearls of the stars."

Life is beauty, it's inhabitants are too, So guess what that makes you? May God bless you with happiness that I'm sure you bring me, dear reader. You're extraordinary.....so live with that in mind.