One Leg At A Time....

That's what the inside of my pants say..i found humor and iron in that.. Cause that's exactly what i need to do.......so.....

I'm so terrified of what the future holds....I thought about much today.    Number one- what am i going to do prior highschool? What college shall i attend? what career shall i pursue? I'm scared....because I have no idea.     Number two- I'm going to miss soo much. Not being able to see the ones i love most because of distance is going to kill me. I'm afraid of being to far away from the ones who comfort me in times of trouble. I need them. I'll be so very lost in college.

TERRIFIED*****


So.....some people really know how to try your nerves. I got so mad today in 4th block because couldn't even find peace with sitting with Shauna because everyone has to be around us ALL the time. It'd be soo very okay if people didn't say awkward things...Its kinda like people have a vendetta for shauna and i together. ANGRY am I!

I just got home from helping jake start a song and it seems to be sounding pretty great. we will finish it later and ill be content with atleast that. Thank goodness i have music or i'd be soooo very upset ALL THE TIME.

It may sound like im being all depressive...but im not...I'm just really skeptical about losing my favorite things. Im truly the most happy i've ever been in my entire life...but i can't really explain it...mostly because no one could really comprehend. but thats okay. I still have my happiness.

It's time to find something to do cause i'm terribly dissatisfied with just sitting here....so I'm out.