Tongue-Splitter...

Night #2, Blog #2.

This is just gonna be a bunch of random thoughts....

Today was awfully abnormal....and not in a good way. Things are definitely changing again...my attitude, my philosophies, my comfortablility, and many other things...I just see things more differently.  It's not all bad....I'm just not looking for happiness anymore....i want security.

Things are getting old.....especially certain females. (one in particular).
i'm tired of being deceived. I'm tired of her making me think she likes me and then she makes me think otherwise....over and over. It's crap to deal with that. so im  not messing with that anymore. That's whatever....

I'm also tired of girls being all depressive and complaining about a problem that they can fix. If a girl wants something, and has the power to fix it...she should take it instead of thinking so much....it's wrong to allow her problem to continue when a solution sits under her nose....it upset me....When a girl wants a guy she should go for it...otherwise, she should stop hurting herself.

So i got a text today containing the words..... "I miss my bestfriend." .....well it was her choice to take things the way she did....she's the one who split our relationship up....not me. also i can't deal with all that at this point. there's just too much going on. she doesn't understand how hurtful it was to be neglected by her. but it's all cool....

Inconsiderate people make me angry....

...a good thing that happened tonight.....I started TWO songs....I'm not completely upset with myself anymore. Lyrics and music are flowing from my mind just as normal.

Drumset comes in tomorrow! im sooooooooo veryyyyyy excited! I cannnnnnooottttt wait!!! Its gonna be an epic jam-fest!

Hannah and I are currently making plans. for a much needed Hannah-Tyler Day! It's been far too long!!

I need a bro's night out....some prayer time....to read my bible...and listen to some music. I just need to chill out and let things go..it's not my fault that people wish to do stupid things....i nrrd to pray and allow God's will to happen.  That's gonna wrap it up for tonight, guys. You're beautiful...and you'll always be....remember that!