The Running Free...

...where would i be without the comforting and compassionate hearts of my dear friends?....It's a special sort of thing...and without them ever realizing...they do so much more than they could ever comprehend. Most in particular...my best friend, Chris. An amazing, but misunderstood being. It seem that no one realizes how beautiful he is. but he is truly my inspiration. Just by having him with me throughout the day got me by. Things get hard. He makes things bearable and more comfortable. When I'm at my breaking point and things are at there worst.. I want him there. He doesn't hurt me. Ever. My IDEAL bestfriend. The only person that brings me comfort when others bring me down. He'll never understand how much i love him. I'm just glad i have the opportunity to know such an amazing  character. God, thank you for him.


Today I spent my time with my friends Emily, Chris, Jake, Seth, Megan, and Dustin. We all skipped school today to go spend sometime with each other. Well we (excluding Meg and Emi) went to Gadsden Music and played around there for several hours. It was there that i saw the most stunning young lady, i've laid my eyes upon in a long while. And she was a DRUMMER. quuite possibly the most attractive thing a chick can be (to me). But a strange event happened....I couldn't talk to her. I couldn't find the confidence in myself to even introduce myself. ME...TYLER JAMES GARRETT...not able to talk to a female?!!??!! WHAT?! yeah...it's crazy...i guess i don't feel very confident nor amazed in myself lately (very unusual).

There's just been so much rejection.....from people i care about.

back to my day...after spending much time in the music store...we all walk over to jeffersons and grab some food. Chris and I ordered the same thing(as we always do), Chicken finger basket with honey mustard. (typical). we're so very alike. anyways....this lunch of ours consisted of a pretty legit conversation that only WE would have..... mostly about domestic partnerships....We left soon after and off to the mall we went....Chris and I spent the entire time together even though Jake, Dustin, and Seth went with us...I took Chris into American Eagle and picked him out a shirt. It looked good on 'em. I also found a necklace...i loved it...so i bought it. Well after applying these new accessories to our wardrobe, we were off to scope out the ladies....

...Again...my confidence failed me...even when chris and i were getting checked out something wicked. It's quite unlike anything i've ever experienced. I was being a pansy today. SOOO unlike me!!! it's frustrating.

After much time spent in the mall and many memories made....We departed for Centre....I rode with Chris. We talked about alot of stuff and i just wanted to discuss things with him. a great day it was....

Well i'm working on two new songs...both very different than my normal stuff. One i a love song featuring these words in the chorus... "Baby, you're my shooting star...you're beauty brightens up my dark....I could never leave you, I would never deceive you...so take my hand, i'll lead you to a land..where you are queen." ...it's truly a beautiful song but no where near being finished. Another one i've started is about heartbreak. It's a story of a boy falling for a girl and then losing her.  it opens up with..."There once was a boy, blinded by life. He believed in love, he believed in  light……here’s the story…Once upon a time…in a far away land.. one young girl overcame this man.,,," ...and so on. Much more prettier song than the other but i shall take pride in both once finished.....

I got to jam on my pretty new drumset for a while tonight.....it sounds great! i can't wait to put it into action when we have another STSD band practice. prom is awfully close. we need to practice more......

MPA tomorrow....im ready to get it over with so we can be done with after-school band rehearsal for a while. I'm ready for that.

I'm super-tired but i'll be unable to sleep...AGAIN. i really need to see a doctor about my sleeping problems...I guess i'll go play the wii with my little brother.

Good night to you. You, my friend are beautiful and amazing and thank you for reading this. Im sorry for being so depressive and sad...btw, you can comment if you feel the need.

Forever with love,
Tyler